Recall back what was happening in this few days, my heart full of gratitude and thanksgiving. I am here because of the grace of Abba Father. I was attend a seminar of "Father Heart of God". This seminar had change my relationship with Haevenly Father closer and closer.
I am from a broken family, since I was young dad and mom were divorce, I lived with my grandpa and grandma. My father love me so much but I seldom saw him, I know he love me but i seldom feel the love from him and affirmation, praise from him. I am not here to complaint about my dad, I know my dad had done his best to me, instead I so thankful and be proud to be my dad's daughter. However, love from people can't fill our emptiness deep in our heart.
When i was attend for this seminar, love of Abba Father fall upon me deeply, I can't stop my tears from falling down. I cry because Father God is so love me. Father God shows me when I was born, every growing stage and until now He still protecting me, comfort me and loving me. What I was lose in my childhood Father God replace it. He is my big big Daddy God. He affirm me by said me "I am His JOY".
I have a thought before I know Jesus. I thought God is a fierce God, I cannot offend Him cause if I did it, He will punish me with sick, accident or even death, so every time I come to God and temple with fear. Even after I receive Jesus Christ as my savior, I also thought that I need to read Bible, worship Him, not sin again Him then He will love me.
No, all this are not true, Father God is not like that. He is full of love. In Bible said, "I love because He love me first." God love me before I know Him. John 3:16 - "For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son -Jesus, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life." Yes, Jesus die for us in the cross, for His blood our sins are forgiven, for His whipped we are healed and who believe in Jesus shall not perish but have eternal life. In 1 John 4:18 - "There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves punishment and one who fears is not perfected in love." So, Father's perfect love for me displaces my fears. Christianity is not just a religion but a love relationship with Father God.
I so thankful and my heart leap for joy because only Daddy God's perfect love can fill my emptiness in my heart. He is my big Daddy. If I didn't receive Jesus Christ, I won't be here to share with u my testimony. I am here because of Grace of God. ^o^
I am from a broken family, since I was young dad and mom were divorce, I lived with my grandpa and grandma. My father love me so much but I seldom saw him, I know he love me but i seldom feel the love from him and affirmation, praise from him. I am not here to complaint about my dad, I know my dad had done his best to me, instead I so thankful and be proud to be my dad's daughter. However, love from people can't fill our emptiness deep in our heart.
When i was attend for this seminar, love of Abba Father fall upon me deeply, I can't stop my tears from falling down. I cry because Father God is so love me. Father God shows me when I was born, every growing stage and until now He still protecting me, comfort me and loving me. What I was lose in my childhood Father God replace it. He is my big big Daddy God. He affirm me by said me "I am His JOY".
I have a thought before I know Jesus. I thought God is a fierce God, I cannot offend Him cause if I did it, He will punish me with sick, accident or even death, so every time I come to God and temple with fear. Even after I receive Jesus Christ as my savior, I also thought that I need to read Bible, worship Him, not sin again Him then He will love me.
No, all this are not true, Father God is not like that. He is full of love. In Bible said, "I love because He love me first." God love me before I know Him. John 3:16 - "For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son -Jesus, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life." Yes, Jesus die for us in the cross, for His blood our sins are forgiven, for His whipped we are healed and who believe in Jesus shall not perish but have eternal life. In 1 John 4:18 - "There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves punishment and one who fears is not perfected in love." So, Father's perfect love for me displaces my fears. Christianity is not just a religion but a love relationship with Father God.
I so thankful and my heart leap for joy because only Daddy God's perfect love can fill my emptiness in my heart. He is my big Daddy. If I didn't receive Jesus Christ, I won't be here to share with u my testimony. I am here because of Grace of God. ^o^
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