A Precious Lesson

Today is a special day^^

This morning I come to worship Abba Father in my room. I start to worship Him with a songs and my tears start to rolling down. I know God is with me and I felt that the throne of God is infront of me...I told God world is so beautiful world is so attractive and make me use most of my time to chase it, but Lord now I choose to let my heart be with You Lord all the time, I just want to follow You. More and more tears are rolling down, my heart is filled with the mighty Love of Havenly Father. I am so touched by the love of God!!! I desire to have a soften heart a heart that will follow tightly to Jesus.

Recently, a lot of things happened in my life..I encounter abundance of difficulties from my uni's tasks, relationship, ministry, and so on, all came at the same time. All this problems make me have to stand strong to face them and solve them and sometime I really need the space for me to breath. I told myself I have to stand strong and solve them one by one by my own strength.. However, I do not realize that my heart is getting harder and harder cause I believe I am strong enough and without God i can do most of things. Time pass by, every time I worship God I won't cry, I feel nothing and feel dry instead. I don't want to be like that, why my heart is so hard totally different from last time.. I'm so sad where is my love to God, disappear?? Loss?? I dont want this harden heart.. I just shared this problems with one of my church leader, I also forget whether I had pray for this or not, but Havenly Father knew it He knew my cry in my heart..

And today I came to the presence of God, Havenly Father restore my heart to a soften heart and I cry.. I am so glad, my heart leap for joy, He change me, moult me and teach me. Now i learn I must rely on God and depend on Him all the time.

Like in the Bible 约15：5 said - 耶稣是葡萄树， 我是枝子；常在耶稣里面的， 耶稣也常在我里面， 我就多结果子。因为离开耶稣， 我不能做什么。

Today is a special day with Grace from Abba Father.